Misunderstood
past words still mean the same today

I wanted you to know just how much you mean to me!!! I’ve told you most of this before,but oh well I could tell you this over n over n over n over n over again….you my daisy are a lil angel !!!! Your sooo funny, you always making me laugh even when I’m irritated and grumpy :P and I’m always smiling when I’m talking to you….you are truely magic!!! When ever people ask me what I’m up to its either “I’m talking to daisy” or “I’m waiting for daisy to come online” or “I’m with daisy” or “I wish I was with daisy” okays yeah seems I’m kinda obsessed tbh :P *guilty* I love spending time with you even though we often just say mean comments to each other or don’t speak but In the end we laughing an joking about random things that other people would be like huh at…..and oh my freaking god!!!! I love your cuddles and hugs !!!!! You give like the greatest cuddles eveeeeeer!!! Even if you was tickling me sometimes :P I sooooo need more of your cuddles hunnie!!! Everyone should have a daisy! Seriously boo your just incredible, your soooo beautiful,gorgeous,stunning and over all fabulous….and awwwww aren’t you just the cutest most adorable thing ever awww my ickle daisy,your sooo precious…I completely and utterly adore you!!! so yeah I couldn’t imagine life without you babe….you never fail to amaze me, like you deal with sooooo much yet you carry on and you do so whilst making others happy…your so kind and caring when not everyone deserves your kindness but you still give it….wow!!! I’m so blessed to know you :’) and honoured to call you my friend :* I wish i Could protect you from the pain and hurt youve been through and that still to come, I know I can’t offer that but I’m here for you whenever you need me for whatever reason, always remember that, along with I’m here for life and there’s nothing you could ever do or say that could change that…and I will never give you up without a fight, how could I ever lose such an important gurl like you? that would kill me tbh…. All those people have ever hurt you or brought tears to your face aren’t worth a single breath!!! Your a gazillion times better than they could ever dream of being, I truely admire your strength and resiliency….I swear I just don’t know how to fully describe you it’s actually crazy how much you mean to me and hw much I actually love you I mean like you mean the entire world /universe to me !!!! Now you gotta promise you won’t forget that you are soooo super special, no matter what others say about you or how evil they are that you remember you are phenomenal,strong,loving,caring,kind,loveable, an angel,gorgeous,stunning,cute,adorable and my daisy :* I will do anything for you babe !!! Omg just wooooow that’s what you are…..I will always love you xxxx

a poem for a loved one <3

I often say the wrong things
And at times it can cause a mess
But I want you to know
My intentions are at there best

I know things can be shitty
And between us can be rough
But you mean the world to me
I’d give everything up
Just for you, no bluff

when your down and sad
I just want you to know
Whatever the problem may be
I’ll always be there fo’sho

I wish I could take away all your pain
Your fears, anger and heartache
the last thing id ever wanna do is
Cause ur heart to break

In my mind, soul and body
your the only thing I know
Deep down within my heart
my love for will show

I pray you get everything you want in life
You deserve it and so much more
No matter what anyone else says
You a star, who I adore

I understand things aren’t always easy
We’ve had our ups and downs
But at the end of it all
I realise your the only one that matters
Nothing can come close
You’ll always mean more

I want you to know that no matter what
my feelings for you will remain the same
Through time, distance, over the years
It’s like an ever lasting flame

Bottom line of it all is
that no matter what
Or where we are
the love I have for you is
Unconditional
I’ll love you till
Death do us part!

friendship

We fall out all the fucking time and then I get worried you will block me from everything and im left like wtf and your just pure broken yet the times when we are nice to each its like we crying with happiness and it’s like those fight r complete history….I mean it would be easier if we weren’t friends but I can’t bare to ever let you go because your friendship with our ups and many downs is what actually keeps me going because never before have I had a friendship like this which I actually want to fight to keep and have I had sooo many good memories in sooo little time…I know everything in your mind will be mushed and you probz pissed off with me and feel like killing my sorry ass but I truly adore and cherish even having this little time with you and being a friend and a crappy one at that but still a friend….

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Basically you really can’t help who you fall inlove with because at the end of the day you never really know but once it happens that’s it it’s taken over you and you almost become addicted to that person and everything and anything you do you wish they could be a part of and jealousy is an awful thing but because you love them so much you can’t deal but you have to or else you will push them away….it’s the most awful feeling when I know I’ve hurt you and even when it’s not necessarily something that I’ve done but because I mentioned it it’s now my fault and everything is just shit when we fall out and you don’t wana talk to me and because your the only person I class as a friend it makes it even more harder when I think I’m gonna lose not only a lover but a sister and a true friend….I can’t help but think you process my words but you analyse them constantly to see if they true when hunnie they are as true as can be and no one can ever change the way I feel for you because life itself would be pointless and not worth living without you

From Chinese looking baby to who I am today

From Chinese looking baby to who I am today

The girl above means the world to me&#8230;..if I could I would hug and cuddle her all day long&#8230;She is just the sweetest person I know always making sure everyone else is okays and happy even when she&#8217;s not. She doesn&#8217;t realise how stunning she is /: even though I tell her daily&#8230;Daisy is sucha lil cutie and I love the fact I&#8217;m blessed to know her&#8230;she&#8217;s my angel!!! I will always love her no matter what xx

The girl above means the world to me…..if I could I would hug and cuddle her all day long…She is just the sweetest person I know always making sure everyone else is okays and happy even when she’s not. She doesn’t realise how stunning she is /: even though I tell her daily…Daisy is sucha lil cutie and I love the fact I’m blessed to know her…she’s my angel!!! I will always love her no matter what xx

Me n the sexy daisy&#8230;. I sooooo freaking totally adore this girl&#160;!!!!

Me n the sexy daisy…. I sooooo freaking totally adore this girl !!!!

Some home truths :)

White Woman’s opinion of Black Women

White women’s opinion of black women & a brother’s response

Please take a moment and read this is Pretty Deep! Thumbs up to this black man.

Enjoy.

It seems that an article was written to Sister 2 Sister magazine by a Caucasian woman who requested a response from black men. I’m so glad
she got what she asked for (and more) !!!

Dear Jamie:

I’m sorry but I would like to challenge some of your Black male readers.

I am a White female who is engaged to a Black male-good-looking, educated and loving. I just don’t understand a lot of Black female’s attitudes about=ur relationship.

My man decided he wanted me because the pickings amongst Black women were slim to none. As he said they were either too fat, too loud, too mean, too argumentative, too needy, too materialist=c or carrying too much excess baggage.

Before I became engaged, whenever I went out I was constantly approached by Black men, willing to wine and dine me and give me the world. If Black women are so up in arms about us being with their men, why don’t they look at themselves and make some changes.

I am tired of the dirty looks I get and snide remarks when we’re out in public. I would like to hear from some Black men about why we are so appealing and coveted by them.

Bryant Gumbel just left his wife of 26 years for one of us Charles Barkley, Scottie pippen, the model Tyson Beckford, Montell Williams, Quincy Jones, James carl Jones, Harry Belafonte, Sydney Poitier, Kofi Anan, Cuba Gooding Jr. Don Cornelius , Berry Gordy, Billy Blanks, Larry Fishburne, Wesley Snipes…

I could go on and on. But, right now, I’m a little angry and that is why I wrote this so hurriedly. Don’t be mad with us White women because so many of your men want us. Get your acts together and learn from us and
we may lead you to treat your men better. If I’m wrong, black men, let me know.

Disgusted White Girl, Somewhere in VA
RESPONSE

Dear Jamie:

I would like to respond to the letter written by A Disgusted White Girl.

Let me start by saying that I am a 28-year old black man. I graduated from one of the most prestigious universities in Atlanta , Georgia with a Bachelor of Arts Degree in Business Management. I have a good job at a major corporation and have recently purchased a house. So, I consider myself to be among the ranks of successful black men.

I will not use my precious time to slander white people. I just want to set the record straight of why black men date white women. Back in the day, one of the biggest reasons why black men dated white women was because they were considered easy.

The black girls in my neighborhood were raised in the church. They were ve=y strict about when they lost their virginity and who they lost it to. Because of our impatience to wait, brothers would look for someone
why would give it up easy without too much hassle. So, they turned to the white girls.

Nowadays, in my opinion, a lot of brothers date White women because they are docile and easy to control. A lot of black men,because of insecurities, fears, and overall weaknesses, have become intimidated by
the strength of our black women. We are afraid that our woman will be more successful than us, make more money than us, drive nicer cars and own bigger houses. Because of this fear, many black men look for a more docile woman. Someone we can control.

I have talked to numerous black men and they continuously comment on how easy it is to control and walk over their white women. I just want to set the record straight. I want A Disgusted White Girl to know that not all successful black men date white women.

Brothers like Ahmad Rashad, Denzel Washington, Michael Jordan, Morris Chestnut, Will Smith, Blair Underwood, Kenneth ‘Babyface’ Edmonds , Samuel L. Jackson, and Chris Rock all married strong black women And,to flip the script, there are numerous white men, in and out of the spotlight, who openly or secretly desire black women over white women. Ted Danson, Robert DeNiro, and David Bowie to name a few.

I just don’t want a disgusted white girl to be misinformed stop thinking that because you are white that you are some type of goddess. Remember, when black Egyptian Queens like Hatsepshut and Nitorcris were ruling Dynasties and armies of men in Egypt , you were over in the caves of Europe eating raw meat and beating each other over the head with clubs. Read your history!

It was the black woman that taught you how to cook and season your food. It was the black woman that taught you how to raise your children. It was black women who were breast feeding=nd raising your babies during slavery.

It is the black woman that had to endure watching their fathers, husbands, and children beaten, killed, and thrown in jail. Black women were born with two strikes against them: being black and being a woman.
And, through all this, Still they Rise!

It is because of the black women’s strength, elegance,power, love and beauty that I could never date anyone except my black Queen. It is not just the outer beauty that captivates and draws me to them. It is not
the fact that they come in all shapes, sizes, colors and shades that I love them.

Their inner beauty is what I find most appealing about black women. Their strong spirit, loving and nurturing souls, their integrity, their ability to overcome great obstacles, their willingness to stand for what they believe in, and their determination to succeed and reach their highest potential while enduring great pain and suffering is why I have fallen in love with black women.

I honestly believe that your anger is geared more toward jealousy and envy more so than snotty looks. If this were not so, then why do you continuously go to tanning salons to darken your skin? If you are so
proud to be white, then why don’t you just be happy with your pale skin? Why do you continue to inject your lips, hips, and breasts with unnatural and dangerous substances so you can look fuller and more voluptuous?
I think that your anger is really a result of you wanting to have what the black woman has.

BOTTOM LINE: If I were looking for a docile woman, someone I can walk over and control, I would give you a call. But, unfortunately, I am looking for a Virtuous Woman. Someone that can be a good wife and mother to my children.

Someone who can be my best friend and understands my struggles. I am looking for a soul mate. I am looking for a sister and; unfortunately,
you do not and CANNOT fit the bill.

No offense taken, none given.

Signed, Black Royalty

Wow!! We must pass this on to make the day of the Black Queens

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I couldn&#8217;t leave my notepad for college plain could I :P

I couldn’t leave my notepad for college plain could I :P